Cassandra johnson's Blog (1)

Everytime I think of writing about my mother on here, I change my mind.  I have so many mixed feelings, esp. right now when things are so difficult for me, my sister and my father.   I have been playing the role of my mother, which she abandoned, in part, years before she passed away.   I think she'd be here for me now and there is a part of me that helps me from beyond in getting through another day, another week, another year.  She lost her mother young, at age 13, and it affected her for…